Hello everyone..it has been awhile.  I had posted 2 more, but I lost them.  One was about my life in the hospital on super steroids. …If I can find it, I will post…I will tell you a little about it……

I was a very quiet, never cussed and always wanted to please everyone type of person…

I was in the hospital and on IV steriods…I may have had bronchitis.   Well,  my husband came to see me…The first thing he said was “I don’t have any shirts ironed”   Not..how do you feel, can I get you anything?

Boy, was that the wrong thing to say to a tired, sick,  crazy woman hyped up on steriods. .. I lost it, I screamed, cussed and was ready to throw him out, when the nurses quietly closed the door to my room…

Well, after a few more choice words, I did throw him out….I was still so mad, that I got a notebook that I had there and started writing down all the things that I did..from putting on a new role of toilet paper to cooking his meals to about 50 things in between..

When I started writing , , my letters were normal size, and the more I wrote, the larger they became.  I believe that this is when the nurse came in and took my notebook away and gave me something to calm me down… (I still have the paper and will show you when I can find it.)

Sorry to ramble on, but as you all know by now that I have a terminal disease called Pulmonary Fibrosis  (scarring of the lungs) no cure and mine was caused by inhaling burlap fibers…

In one of my groups that I belong to, someone asked about the side effects steroids.   That brought my steriod memory back…My husband of 40 years passed away 18 years ago..that was the first time I ever yelled at him and I am sure it was the last. He was very good at sending me flowers after that.

I will write more later. I have a demanding Shih Tzu (DOG)   barking at my feet to be fed..Talk to you soon…Blessings

 

 

 

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